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i should have never gotten out of bed today
it was a waste of time.. the only good thing i did
was photograph all my prints for my portfolio.
everything else was a sham and nothing happened
except for the fact that i busted into the gerudo desert temple
and killed like 10 poes on zelda.
oliver was supposed to be out of this middle school wrestling something or other
at like 2 o clock or something, but i didnt get to talk to him last night because he was asleep when i called him, and then he left me a message this morning that said he probably wouldnt get to see ME but i was going to drive there, but if he doesn't answer his phone i have no idea what is up, and i'd take a jog but then if i was to go out, i wouldn't want to becuase i'd be all perspirated and shit. ugh i feel like a loser today.
and i miss my baby that i haven't seen since FRIDAY.
shane rode the crippled people's cart around walmart last night singing chamillionaire and it made my day.
i start late arrival tommorow at school.. that'll be sweet. dont have to get there till 9:20 everyday.
i have:
(Block 2) AP English
(Block 3)Honors Government
(Block 4)Gym 1.. haha
oh and my Berklee audition is February 3rd so i'm about shitting my own pants right NOW, and its not even for another two weeks. and next weekend i'll be like eating district 3's cock all friday and saturday..
time for a ( wishlist )
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh. i know nothing
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[15 Jan 2007|05:03pm] |
I JUST RAPED THE ZORA'S WATER TEMPLE IN ZELDA TWILIGHT PRINCESS. yeahhh
and went to olivers at 9am but we thought i'd get stuck there all night so i came home at 2
and now... the skies are pretty clear as crystal.
how tight would it be if a guy bought you a tattoo of a diamond instead of a real actual diamond.
now thats heartfelt right there. sigh
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[01 Jan 2007|08:49pm] |
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New Years Eve Dinner: Smoked Lobster
New Years Day Dinner: 4 Wheat Thins and some chocolate orange
yeah. i'm classy.
New Years was quiet and lovely like i usually like it.
one year though i'm just going to get fucking drunk as shit and piss on people.
we'll see how they like them apples.
Christmas was lovely i got a Cannon Rebel, a new violin, Zelda for my gamecube
and lots of many lovely things that i love.
I bought myself a $72 jacket today, for $38. yeah, i'm a magician.
College stuff's going in this week.. and i'm going to start up the running
again after this past two weeks break for college and audition preperation.
Gahh i have so many paintings to do in the next two weeks. Gahhhh
^_^.happy 2007
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[14 Dec 2006|04:23pm] |
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i just wanna get this off my chest.
you know when you read something someone wrote and may or may not be about you, well.. vaguely, and they're just so amazingly good at saying something negative directed towards you, in a positive tone. It's been a long time since i've even cared or thought about the fact that, that person being referenced is me, and truly i started to get angry all over again. Then i read on about all these messed up complicated ex relationship problems this "said" person may or may not be having, and then someone i love told me they loved me, and i realized, i could freaking care..less. And i smiled becuase.. i don't care, at all. I dont feel remorse, i dont feel a sense of payback through karma, i just felt happy for myself... becuase really, i dont have to worry about any shit like that.. hopefully again.
i mean i wish the best for "them" but its just to the point where its ridiculous and you can't start to question yourself as much as they question you and themself.. thats just too heavy a load for my tiny shoulders.
and now that i let that dam break...
i really really want a snuggle break.
>_< wheres my bear... i dont wanna go to catholic choir rehersal.
"bless us now
and send us on our way
hold us down
for a moment as we pray
that we go far for you
that we go far for you
something i never got to see
is something i never got to believe"
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[12 Dec 2006|02:25am] |
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I felt obliged to post.. because i want to share my happiness about my 11 out of 12 on my essay for the SATs.
I visited a couple colleges last week, being there was nice, and getting to see them informational, but the drive out of the city was HORRENDOUS and overbearing with my mom. I dont care who else drives next time, just not my mom.
I just finished reading Life of Pi and I extremely suggest reading it yourselves. Some parts are boring when he's just out in the middle of the ocean catching fish over and over again and then getting hungry again, but i mean, there's a fucking tiger in the lifeboat the whole story, and at the end there's a complete ultimatum for the reading as an ending, and a lot of parallels with animals and man. a very very good read.
but i'm midly overwhelmed, not as bad as this fall was, i'm used to it though. i have an app. due at the end of the week. i can get some christmas shopping done while i'm working..ZELDA TWILIGHT PRINCESS COMES OUT TOMMOROW for gamecube.
i sort of want a pink DS though.. but i know i'd have no time to play it..
maybe i would.. if i don't end up going to berklee.
i want to stay up right now and write an essay.
but i need sleep by 10 or i won't function tommorow correctly.
now thatssss fergalicious.
"who lives in the pinecone
tangled in steel
who talks to a pinecone
alone, hey hey hey hey
love letters and cell phones
filled up with dead cones
to old homes
connect you to noone
a message for noone
sscroll though the old ones
colleagues and cousins
obessions and lovers who write
hey hey hey hey
scroll through the future
will you find another
will you find another
will you find a lawyer
a teacher
a brother
a healer
or what? hey hey hey hey
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i've got a feeling it could never be
oh that's my tendency"
sooo good.
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